新的一年, 有新的開始嗎?

First post of the year! lol Happy belated new year.
Sigh.
一開學壞事多多:(
The new teachers are just.. ._____.
But at least my mum has allowed me to change cca. But so many points will be wasted leh :/
And to my subscribers, I know I promised to update on Wednesday but I was busy :/ sigh.
What a way to start the new year, having kicked out of science tmp and not getting promoted to math. wts.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I have nothing much to say actually. just wanted to revive my blog. and i hope "she" didn't see my previous post haha. I actually regretted posting it. Why am I makong such a bigdeal of something that happened in 2010?
Because it still hurts.
But now, I am ready to let go :D






Wednesday I have to do the EL speech T____T z.
Today choir I was the only Sec 2 soprano -.-
Lucky teacher never go by level if not embarrass die me ><

But although I didn't get promoted to math tmp, I still feel lucky because I probably will be lost and I'd prefer taking it slow and easy in the non-tmp class :D
Oh and my freaking shoutmix thingy got deleted zzz. so i replaced with a cbox. So empty :(

I'm against abortion.

LOL I had to post this.

Hi, Mommy.

I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
... ...(tharr be more) ... ... ... ... ...
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, repost.

If You Love More

The lyrics are so nice aren't they ^-^ Ok well I just came to post this + my Common Test Results.

Wherever I am, I think of you

Whatever I do, I think of you

Your scent blows over to me

Whenever I thoughtlessly walk and meet you

My mouth hardens

No one no one no one knows these words

Day by day by day I can’t say these words

I love you I love you

More than anyone I know

The person I’m always missing

That person is you

But these sad whispers can only be heard by you

If I love you and love you more

With each passing look

With each passing touch

My slow heart jumps to a start

When you do not look at me

When you don’t talk to me

My heart becomes heavy

But still but still but still I laugh

And then and then tears come

I love you I love you

More than anyone I know

The person I’m always missing

That person is you

But these sad whispers can only be heard by you

If I love you and love you more

The day when you come to know my heart

Then I wonder if you will say you love me too

I will wait just a little more until you will come to me

The person that is always lonely

That person is me

Though I am standing behind you today

I wonder if I will stand next to you tomorrow

If I love you and love you more


English : A1 LOL 

HMT : C5 -.-

Math : A1

Science : B3

Geog : B3 I think

Lit : B4 i think

Art: A2

D&T : B3

I think that's all.. Bye~

#SWCSG XD

TICKETS MUAHAHAHA

SWC SG YESTERDAY KYAAAAAAA XD. Hehehe. The wrist tag xD Upside down ahhh I too lazy go edit haha :P The lightstick is different from the one they sell outside the stadium :P

• The SHINee World (Doo-Bop)
  Awesomeness max hahahaa. Some member popped out infront of Pen A but i couldn't see the face zzzzzzzz. But still the bass was damn loud hahaha like whole body vibrating(sounds wrong..). The fireworks were awesome &lt;3 damn loud also~ Kinda scary actually. Minho looked really handsome >&lt; Different from those pictures on the Internet haha. Key also~ Jonghyun looks hot &lt;3 I didn't like Taemin's hair though.. Onew looked really happy~~
  
  
• Senorita
  I didn't really pay attention to this.. Cos I got caught by the people for filming, and I was too short and can't really see the stage properly, but I think this song was lip synched.
  
  
• Get Down
  Taemin, Onew and Jonghyun went to the back then I think Key was right infront of Pen A so I totally stayed there instead of looking at Taemin haha. The song was addicting~keke.
  
  
• Amigo
  They had to strap themselves for the flying thing.. The only used those kind of metal thing omfg. Then I think Jonghyun or someone had a problem with the equipment D: Then Taemin had a long note haha but can't really be heard cos the fans were screaming alot and the music was very loud but I just watched the fancams and it could be heard xD there was Jongkey moments too :D
  
  
• Juliette
  I didn't really pay attention to this also.. But the dance was awesome~ hehe. And at the end when Jonghyun flew it was so cool~ And if I'm not wrong there was fireworks too haha but it kinda stinks >&lt;
  
  
• Hello
  The fanchants were awesome &lt;3 Key was damn handsome haha. The graphics at the screen were damn cool~ But again i didn't really concentrate cos somebody infront of me was filming and got dragged out of the stadium >&lt;
  
  
• INTRO + TALK :D
  Taemin sounded hoarse >&lt; Key's English was damn fluent~ He said something like "Long time no see huh? I miss you Singapore" or something along that line. Then fans screamed alot then i can't really hear. Then they had individual introductions. The was Jonghyun said Bling Bling damn cute haha. And if I'm not wrong Key said "Hello this is Key~~" keke. Then a bunch of other stuff and I can't really hear the translator but Key said "Please enjoy till the end of the show and the next song is.. Your Name" The way he said Your Name so sexy ahhhhh. Hehehehehehe.
  
  
• Your Name
  They stood on some platform that would elevate and there was somehow a pattern haha. Onew was nearest to my side xD then Key, Jonghyun, Taemin and Minho if I'm not wrong. The 'cages' behind them transforms xD The song was really peaceful and the lightsticks were cool~
  
  
• Stand By Me~
  This was really cool~ But Taemin had no lines >
  
  
• Love Still Goes On
  TAEMIN WAS STANDING AT PEN A SIDE KYAAAAA but he really looked like he's trying to show off -_-;; It was so weird looking at him in real life <3 His features were damn defined AHHH. That feeling when I saw him was just.. no words can describe it. Seriously. The first time I saw him upclose, after 2 years of staring at him on the computer. AHHHHH. I felt dreamy and all.. He looked at me for a split second hehe and I melted <3 His jawline damn nice and he's really skinny and he popped a while and then walked away >&lt;. Damn BLUR pic of Taemin~ my phone camera sucks -__-;;
  
  
• Taemin's solo (Romeo + Juliette)
  The was a boy and girl in front spinning at the start (damn cute~) Then Taemin sang perfectly &lt;3 His voice is so nice seriously~ But i think it kinda got deeper keke. Then he danced hehe so sexy~ then at the end he ran down the aisle but I couldn't catch him until the last part >&lt; I got this fan thing but I didn't use it LOL. I wanted to concentrate~
  
• Jonghyun's solo (English song.. Idk the title >&lt;)
  Damn high pitch~ Kinda uncomfortable listening though.. But when he changed to normal it was so soothing~ But unfortunately I didn't understand anything although it was English >&lt;
  We received these banners while queuing and I used it during Jonghyun's solo xD
  
  
• Minho's solo (Oh My Gosh)
  EPICCCCCCC HIS ABS WERE SO SOLID and he shaves his underarms LOL and I saw his nipple >&lt; KYAAA~~ haha
  
  
• Key's solo (My First Kiss ft. Taemin)
  TAEMIN AS GIRL XD HEHEHEHEHE. And they video was awesome~ Key's eyes are so cute haha. Taemin really cute too~ I love the song so much haha~ PARTY ANIMAL XD
  
  
• A-yo
  I think Jonghyun stood infront of Pen A haha. I got confused over so many songs~ But everybody did the circles with the lightsticks~ Hehe. Taemin wasn't there at first so Minho sang his parts. I was kinda worried >&lt; Then i found out he went to change out of his girl costume. Then he came out halfway with a simple T-Shirt. His hair became straight and nice &lt;3 and he looked tall~ Then i ran all the way to the side where SHINee is but once I reached there they ran away -_-;; . They ran damn fast haha~ Then they jumped at the end I jumped too ~ :D There were a million Jongkey moments haha JONGKEY IS REAL ~ There were a few Minkey moments too :D Then Onew couldn't sing the high note cos he had sorethroat so Jonghyun kinda sang the last part of the high note for him haha. AND KEY LOOKED AT ME XDDDD For like a second?
  
  
• Romantic
  Some video was showed. I think it's the one about the bus stop. The effect the video into like cartoon-ish but can't see their eyes -___- But the Jonghyun's one is really sad D: Then when Romantic started Jonghyun sounded really squeaky >&lt; I think he strained his voice too much haha. Everyone looked super handsome and cute with the white costumes >&lt; Most of them were teary singing the song. Taemin messed up the lyrics a little keke. And he lipsynched a note >&lt; But since he was sick a few days ago it's ok~ Gwenchanha~ He sounds really manly hehe~ Then the 'Jongkey duet' part Key kinda teared about omo~ It was really touching~ &lt;3 But the lights were kinda irritating, it flashed on and off for a while and I was distracted -.- Onew bent his head down most of the performance though. Jonghyun's vocals were really amazing. Minho's rap at the end was really nice and intense too~ But the last line Jnghyun couldn't reach so he altered the pitch >&lt; Onew sang quite less in the song generally.
  
  
• Obsession
  I LOVE THIS PERFORMANCE TTM. Jonghyun's throat was clearly not doing well already >.&lt; The song was really intense and nice~ Key's eyes were so beautiful~ The emotions in it KYAAA XD Most of the chorus was sang by Taemin. It was quite obvious despite the music. Onew lip synched the chorus. Minho had quite a long line. It was really nice, and I never knew he sang that line hehe. Taemin's vocals really improved ^-^ But he kinda went offkey a little at the chorus but was soft during his individual line. Key, Jonghyun and Taemin were extremely teary and at the end Taemin stood really near me ^-^ He did smile like the beginning though.. He was really into the song hehe. Then we screamed Taemin like hell after the song and he didn't move till the next song~
  
  
• Graze
  Taemin walked away a little while after the song started for the chair dance >&lt; But this performance was one of my favourite too~ For a part Taemin laid really back on his chair >&lt; I think he's really tired. Then during his solo line he kinda sang out of pitch but it was still ok. Key's rap was awesome in English haha~ I understood it :D Then Jonghyun and Onew 'rose' and I kept looking at them without noticing that Taemin was infront rofl. Although it was back view, Jonghyun looked really handsome >&lt;
  
  
• Replay~
  It was Korean version~ Key was very near me hehe. His dance was simply AWESOME. He danced really hard and he's really skinny >&lt; Key danced really hard for the first "Noona neomu yeppeo" in the chorus. Kinda shocked >&lt; 2Min danced the solo part ~ Minho looked kinda stiff though. The extra dancers were kinda irritating >&lt;
  
  
• Love Like Oxygen
  This is my favourite performance of all~ It is really different from the CD somehow. I guess it's because the background music was really loud hehe. Taemin kept adjusting the music thingy at his back :O Minho was fucking handsome >&lt; Onew came to our side &lt;3 Taemin too KYAAA ~ But I mostly saw Onew cos Taemin was blocked by tall people _|_
  
  
• Quasimodo
  The video was really sad. The 气氛 is really different from when you look at fancams. Taemin's one was really sad but only for a short time. Key's was the longest. Jonghyun's was the saddest though. The one in the car. He is really a good actor haha. I almost cried >&lt; Onew and Taemin stood at Pen A's side xDDD Taemin looked really gorgeous~ :D He looks super good+handsome+fucking attractive in that white suit &lt;3 Onew messed up his lyrics a little haha aigoo~ Taemin looks like he's really crying D: He looks awesome with that hair seriously. Key looked really good too ^-^ And I realised his makeup was only lipgloss and eyeliner FULLSTOP. His face was flawless, not even a bit of pimple, or whatever. Jonghyun's high part + I need you, oh no~, I am trying dying crying for you baby part was breathtaking (: Taemin sounded really sweet too &lt;3
  
  
• LIFE.
  MY FAVOURITESTESTESTEST SONG ~ ! Jonghyun walked over to Pen A &lt;3 But he sorta picked up a water bottle on the way. And he kept drinking alot after his part. I was really worried >&lt; He looked at me for a split second kyaaa~ after he finished drinking the water D: He had some pimples on his forehead >&lt; I think he's too stressed keke. Taemin, Minho and Key went to the other side but I stayed at the front and stared at Jonghyun the whole time cos Taemin only had a line and I was lazy and wanted to concentrate on this song as it was my favourite. Taemin sang awesomely~~~ :D Then at the end Jonghyun had alot of adlibs but the first one he gave up after singing the first part of it. I think it was too high. I felt so sad :( Then the rest of the song was just awesome.
  
  
• Onew's solo (Nessun Dorma)
  SIMPLY AMAZING. He sang perfectly although he had a sorethroat :'] But i think he opened his legs a little too wide ahahaha. This performance was the most silent one, although some random fans screamed randomly in the middle of nowhere. During the really long note, his voice cracked D: He seemed a little disappointed though, but most of the people in Pen A were totally amazed haha most people's jaw dropped keke. At the end, he ran backstage but HE TRIPPED OVER HIMSELF >&lt; ONEW SANGTAE ~ keke. He has one big pimple on his forehead haha.
  
  
• Angel song (idk the name)
  Taemin was the first to appear but I didn't spot him until the line finished cos I thought it was Jonghyun singing >&lt; Then it was Minho's line. Minho sang really nicely~ His vocals improved alot too~ Then while he was singing Taemin was cutely attaching the rope to his shirt for the flying keke he looked so cute in the angel costume~ hehe. Jonghyun didn't fly though.. I dono why. Then Onew came out with the wings haha. And he hugged the boy~ Kyeopta~~ Then Jonghyun, Key, Minho and Taemin did a group hug over Onew and the boy. It was really touching but the separated once the lights are out :(
  
  
• Ring Ding Dong
  There was a video before the song and TAEMIN LOOKED FREAKING HOT KYAAAA ~ I think Taemin and Key swopped their shirts. I think Taemin gained weight and Key lost weight haha. The whole stadium was going crazy and singing along haha. The breakdance was SO AWESOME Taemin rocked the whole show :D
  
  
• Up&Down
  I don't remember much of this song.. but I know Key sang awesomely and Taemin too >&lt;
  
  
• Ready Or Not
  They turned and turned alot haha. Then Onew was freaking dizzy until he can't stand straight LOL. I think Minho waved at me during this song.. I can't remember. But he has alot of pimples >&lt; Stress?
  
  
• LUCIFER
  AWESOMEAWESOMEAWESOME !!! The fanchants were the BEST of the whole concert. Everyone knew the fanchants and sang along ^-^ The dance was awesome.
  "SHINee with you
  dance with me
  just gonna be with you baby
  whisper of the crazy party
  SHINee with you
  come with me
  just gonna be with you baby
  whisper of the crazy party.
  Let me tell you this song is the Lucifer
  I'm never gonna give you up
  We are the SHINee SHINee SHINee SHINee
  Never gonna let you down.
  Let me tell you this song is the Lucifer
  I'm never gonna give you up
  We are the SHINee SHINee SHINee SHINee
  Never gonna let you down. "
  
  EPIC &lt;3
  
  
  
• Jojo~
  Before that everyone was shouting ENCORE ENCORE but everyone knows there will be encore LOL. Jongho didn't kiss ahhhhh I was expecting to see that >&lt; hehe. The song was so nice~ &lt;333 Their fanservice was AWE~SOME~.
  
  
• Bodyguard~
  CRAZY TIME >&lt; STREAMERS CAME DOWN~ EVERYONE STARTED PLAYING. Like spraying water, throwing balls etc. I touched a ball Onew threw, but some noob fan kicked it away before I could pull it up -__-;;
  
  
• Key's Birthday song:D
  Jonghyun asked us to sing a birthday song for Key~ &lt;3 And they took the "Happy 기's Day" banner ^-^ Jonghyun said "Happy Birthday Key~ I love you" in English ^-^
  
  
• One~
  The last song already :( White flakes of paper rained down hehe. About 7 flew right into my hand &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3 hehe.. Minnie was trying to catch them on stage aigoo so cute ^-^ Keke. They said Key cried cos he was touched by the birthday surprise :O
  At the end Key did a epic dance :DD hehe. Key said that "I'm sure we'll meet again" or something in English~ Hehe. Onew was the last to leave the stage~
  
  
  

I had like bodyaches all over at the end -__-;; But at least Key looked at me, Minho waved and Jonghyun and Taemin looked for a split sec too :DD HAPPY~

But.. They said a fan criticised Jonghyun's vocals and Jonghyun originally was dissatisfied with his performance.. So he cried backstage T____T

Then Onew's face got touched by a fan at Chijmes I think after their dinner -___-

AND TAEMIN GOT SCRATCHED BY SOME NOOB FAN WHILE HE WAS GETTING INTO THE VAN -______- ARGH.

I hope SHINee won't think that all SG Shawols are like that >&lt; They were genuinely happy during the concert. During the last year prying-of-Lot-1's-glass-door-and-screaming-while-they-were-talking incident already gave them a bad impression. They looked like they changed their impression during the concert but then.. _|_ -pray-

命運線

I took this from PY's blog. But this is cool~ I found Bad, Beautiful(?), Fool.

I'm a fool. LOL. Ok whatthefuq.

So sian. That stupid bitch tell me 1pm at cheers then say supplier got prob. you think i will believe arh? -.-

Never blog for so long liao.

1. Teachers' Day.
   Screamed too much during the concert when Mr.Simple was played hehehehe I love SJ :D
   Then went to Lot1 eat with Ernwen and Abigail. Abigail went buy something then 02 people saw me and Ernwen eating -.- and think wrongly zzz. Wtf. Then went to Causeway do the paint the picture(?) thingy for Miss Neo. And I found out Ernwen's damn good at art LOL.
   Then we saw Hazel's mum and she told us to find her and Hazel, Kelly, Zhenjie, Priam, Jinhong at the Foodcourt there but in the end they came to find us haha. I was the third shortest there -.- fml. Then we walked to WDP lalalalaa weather so hot -.-
   Reached WDP and Gate B flooded with many people.
   Then Miss Neo came out woohoo ^-^ hehe then crossed the road to the void deck so that got less people. Then Hongyi came. Then Irdina came. Then Cleo came. Then Meiqing came. Then others came. Then talked to Miss Neo :DDDDD SHE SAID SHE LIVES IN CCK :O
   Then want to go inside school must fill in a form like we are going to bomb the school like that -.- stupid kitkat. Then so Me, Abigail, Shinping and Minrou formed a group. Then beewei came to tap my back for fun LOL.
   Went into school and saw Lilaoshi~! She asked how's my chinese result rofl I just hahahahahaha-ed and she knew what i meant -.- I think I'm just gonna get a B4 for HCL. Monday or smth gonna receive report book liao. I don't want get kicked out of TMP T-T If not I transfer to Riverside liao. Riverside so near. Everyday squeeze in MRt is torture sia.
   After that went to Hazel's house and watched the SS2 CD !! RYEOWOOK <3 And i realised Henry and Sungmin are very cute too ><.
   Then play comp-ed and chatted. Then my parents called me and say we're going to bring my grandma go eat. I went home and realised i got tricked . fml. Then the rest of the day just normal haha.
   
   
2. Sepholidays :D
   Music project almost everyday. I wanna bang wall go die liao lorh -.- But still at least i learnt dance:D But half of each dance I learnt before but still.. It was fun with friends :D keke. Then during piano lesson my teacher say I improved hahahahaha yeah man, anyway I'm gonna perform at Yamaha concert >< wtf. Skipped CCA twice this holiday. Well you can't blame me. I never knew the dates. you didn't bother telling me too. Then kinda rush geog project now.. I very lazy de lorh. THEN TOMORROW'S SHINEE WORLD CONCERT SINGAPORE :DDDDD Excited max~ hehehehehehe.

I super love Super Junior now <3 hehe. My friend is right. SHINee gets boring after 2 years with them lol. Ok anyway, Memories/ My Love, My Kiss, My Heart/ Storm from Mr Simple album are damn nice~ Gonna put on the playlist if I have time. And SJ-M's 命運線 (Destiny) both Chinese and Japanese version damn nice <3 like some sad story de hehe. I'm gonna watch Music Bank bye~

#BeStrongWOOKIE 김려욱 사랑해 ~

"From the beginning with to the recent Lee Donghae.
Kim Ryeowook was only following company's orders.
Other fans are upset, not happy because they cannot see their own oppa.
Is that Kim Ryeowook's fault? Kim Ryeowook purposely caused him not to be able to attend? Obviously not right.
It is just that because Donghae oppa is injured so he was told to fill in for him.
It is just like As a Ryeowook fan I don't know how I should face this situation.
My idol was scolded, had to publicly make an apology.
Submissive and apologetic attitude!There is nothing he can do I guess... he must have been upset.Didn't want to be scolded and just wanted to do things well.Felt that because he is replacing Donghae so he is apologetic to Hae fans.This kind of feeling This apologetic feeling...Other than Wookie fans, No one else will understand!When seeing it, was silent for a moment didn't know what to say.Kept thinking silently, is he already used to this?Used to being respectful to his Hyungs, used to being respectful to his Hyungs' fansUsed to being scolded by ANTI? Used to enduring this burden that was not his to bear.As if he is always being attacked Like he is always underrated.He bear with all this and came out to apologize In Strong Heart yesterday it is the same... joking around with HyukJae hyung.The teasing between close friends.The people involved didn't even say anything but outsiders are creating havoc!Siwon and Kyuhyun joined in the teasing as well you know?!But all the blame was given to Ryeowook...Earlier the comparison between Hyukie and Wookie looks started with Leeteuk.It was only a little joke between the brother to that the show would be more interesting.I really don't know what these people are thinking... So Ryeowook eventually saw everything.Saw the negative words people are saying to him.So he came out to apologize.He said sorry to the fans who traveled far to see Donghae hyung.He said variety is variety and not to be mistaken that Hyukjae Hyung is his favorite Hyung.He who kept apologizing wasn't even wrong in the first place! But his apologetic, quiet, self-abasing self made people feel pain for him..Hurting because there is such a obedient child.Wookie fans will always be with you no matter what others do!You are always our only Best singer best artiste!I'm proud to be one af RYEOSOMNIAS ELF! Be Strong KIM RYEOWOOK! ♥"

A fan posted this, it's like damn hard to read i know but still.. BESTRONGWOOKIE ~ I LOVE YOU :D

Hello.

Hi, long time no post , again -.-

Recently working on Lucifer's dance. Kinda know how do the tutting part le xD The rest I'll continue after CT2. Can't do badly. I need to buck up on science .___.

Anyway, I hate choir >:( They always give stupid ideas like putting Singapore flag tattoos on your face when no other cca is doing it and they call it interesting -.- then early in the morning when come to school alr need run 3rounds -.- fml. I wanna join band although their training's like damn hard >< They are so cool. I wanna learn the saxophone !! Choir sucks. They always make us sing so high note for like no reason. It sounds like ghosts and it strains my throat so much like i wanna die. -'- What's their problem sia. That Pamela, is she mentally unsound or what? Suddenly blurting out random stuff and trying to get the boys and conductor's attention then dono laugh like what shit when nothing's funny _|_

F lah.

Oh yeah, I became an hyper ELF recentlyand I found out that Donghae's dad in heaven now andi saw his dad's last letter for him T__TSo sad):

Donghae's dad's last letter to Donghae

To. My son, DongHae.

DongHae ah. My son, DongHae ah.
My beloved son, DongHae ah.
Dad is very happy.
Because you are my son.
Also because you have become a singer.
Really very happy.
You always give dad a call.
How are you, must be healthy, really so sorry, and also love me a lot
DongHae ah, when dad sees you on television
Will always feel so emotional.
Maybe, because dad loves our DongHae a lot?
DongHae ah, to dad.
You know that being a singer is my dream too.
But because of your grandfather’s objection
Has no chose but to give up the dream of being a singer in Seoul
Brought your mum back to Mokpo
Later you brother DongHwa was born, then after that you were born.
I’m very happy.
DongHwa and you really are my sons.
Really thanks god.
When you were in primary or secondary school
I asked you whether you want to be a singer or not?
That time you said you want to study and play.
But after a few years, you said that you want to become a singer.
When you said that you want to become a singer
All my previous feeling and wishes appear in my mind.
I put the money in your hand, let you go Seoul once then come back.
After you went Seoul, your mother and I always pray for you.
Full of tears, full of emotions my son, DongHae.
Our DongHae will sure success.
If, even if our DongHae has failed
Must not leave wound in you heart.
praying, praying, keep praying.
Later you said you are qualified.
Feel so happy at that moment.
To dad, you really make me proud.
From that moment our DongHae went to live in Seoul
On the one hand I very happy for you
On the other hand feel very sad.
But still believe our son, DongHae sure can do it.
What I can give you is just giving you courage.
After a few years, you finally become a singer.
The first time when received first, DongHae worried about my health and hope that I live healthily.
This is what you said when you gave me a call on that day.
“Dad, I wouldn’t cry now, now definitely wouldn’t cry.
Looked at my fans, good right?
In this world, the person I loved the most is dad, favourite color is sapphire blue.”
When seeing you on the television.
Will remind me of my dream when I was young.
My beloved son, DongHae.
Dad, unable to see my son, DongHae receives new artist award
Also unable to see my daughter-in-law and cute grandchild, really very regret
But, our DongHae must remember.
I will always be guarding you in heaven, will always be supporting you.
Also, our DongHae is the most handsome in the world after me.
My son, DongHae.
I love you.
I love you..

From. Dad of the world most handsome DongHae